Monday, December 29, 2008


As I was driving home last night, I began to have flashbacks of the guy I once dated over the summer. I saw his face and as he smiled his eyes got squinty, it was just as clear as if i just saw him earlier. Then i started to hear his voice, he had an accent that made me think of Boston. I still miss him, and think of him from time to time. I wish things didn't end the way it did. It makes me wonder why we invest so much time into another person and then within a split second, you may never see them again, leaving footprints of their existence in your memory.

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Christmas is early

It feels like Christmas as of RIGHT NOW, so much just arrived to me within the span of five minutes. My dad got the mail, and handed me a package and a envelope, with the familiar label with my name on it. The package was my Far*East Movement Animal album, and the self addressed envelope contained my 105 evaluation letter. I got in to 105 but just barely, my development at this stage are mixed results and i need to work hard to improve. I just checked my grades and the 3 classes i was worried about, i no longer have to worry because i passed them all! yay!

AAS 33A = B-
DSGD 176A = B
NUFS163 = C-

still waiting on two more classes, but i'm sure i did well on those two.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

happy time!?

now the holiday season is supposed to be about happy blah blah whatever blah blah. i think of the holidays as a time for people to get on everyone's nerve and piss people off. i hate going holiday shopping because there's too many people, they get in your way its pretty much a war zone at the mall. people are inconsiderate and don't care about the people around them but themselves and their shopping list.

and also family....they always seem to have something negative to say about anything. or they compare their perfect children to their families "non" perfect children. such bull...we and they all know that no one is perfect.

today i was in line behind this older guy to get something printed, and this dude comes in, and walks directly to the printing area and immediately gets help by this chick bitch. so i waited for 10 minutes, and by the time it was finally my turn, they didn't have the right paper i need after i have called in asking about it 5 minutes before i left my house.

i don't like the holidays, besides the fact that i have a nice long break from school, chill with my friends and family i suppose and just chill. xmas music is annoying, makes me want to cut myself

that is all, happy holidays lol.

i'll leave you all with this

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

worst day ever!

Today has got to be the worst day ever! my phone probably died last night, therefore my alarm didn't wake me up at 6:30 this morning. I woke up around 8:15 realizing i'm late for my 9 o'clock class. Traffic + 30 minute commute = LATE LATE LATE!! the worst part 9 o'clock class was MANDATORY today, out of all days to be late, the world seemed to have chosen this day to kill my phone making me late. But alas i made it in time to take notes on two group presentations.

Later on today, i went to get my project printed out at San Jose Blue, i got two copies in case i mess up when mounting, and the total comes out to be $57.16 WTF!? i thought i was hearing things when he said that, seriously over 50 bucks for 2 crappy prints? i checked the receipt and they charge by square feet! 15x20 x 2 prints = 6 sq. feet. I should have just called places to check their prices, what a waste of money. On top of that...the prints aren't even 15x20 it's more like 14.(insert random numbers here) x 20. I should call in tomorrow and see if i can get a discount or something since they did not give me the size i wanted.

Sunday, December 7, 2008

Guy's are such douches

I would think guy's would be very macho and forward and all this masculine type stuff. I went to Badlands in Castro last night, it was super crowded, super heated in there, pretty much like a sauna. A few minutes pass, and this guy probably older, walks by, and grabs my ass. I guess it could be a good thing, but if someone is going to grab my ass, at least do it while you're still standing there so i can see who it is (lol). Don't be such a pussy and have to do it while you're walking away, just so you can cop a feel without getting any retaliation back, 'cause i would totally let you know how i feel about grabbing my ass with my hand or fist.

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

What I find really odd is...when i'm finally feeling okay with being single, someone comes into my life, scattering my single life. They disrupt my train of thought of being okay with being single. Once I seem to get attached even just a little, or feel a bit happy, it always seems to end...leaving me back on the same cycle...trying to be okay with being single again.